Normalcy

I am slowly getting back to normalcy (the new normal). Not because things improved. The cancer is growing by the day however I have accepted the state of affairs whole heartedly. We are getting ready for Chemo from next week. It has to be done in a hospital which means quarantine is a must. We are moving the entire home, setting up systems, wardrobes and whatnot to get things moving.

Despite all the emotional turmoil, I found a peaceful place inside me when I moved with action. I shared this joy with my friends. I told how simple action calms us down. We started trying it as a silly Whatsapp group and it is working. So something in me is permanently shifted in the past 4 weeks. As they say there are shifts and there are tectonic shifts. This year has been a tectonic year for me.

It is not what is thrown at you. It is what you make out of it.

I am making the best out of it. Not everything is perfect. All my plans smashed. I don’t have the time (or the priority) to look at other things now. Still I am keeping up my commitments. I got a pat on my back from myself and that is really priceless. How are you handling things tells a lot about the inner you? Listen in.